5 February 2012, 6:56 am
i saw her last week and just turned my head as i was listenin to music. I just got this weird feeling that made my stomach turn like she was bad news. I just remember my x would always talk bout her x n how he was so perfect n that he was in the marines or the guy who spent the night at her place a few times would constantly call her...shed tell me how so many guys wanted to be with her but she chose me...it seems like every girl i talk to doesn't want to hang or give me their number bc their bf wouldn't like that....my x would let this guy stay the night even tho i didn't like it. My friend knows the guy who spent the night at her place and claims he is gay. I don't know why i stayed in that relationship so long, mb because i was blinded by her beauty but i felt she was super controlling me not letting me hang with my friends or talk to any girls bc she would get depressed. I guess i tried to hard or she didn't love me enough bc i tried so hard to make things work but she wouldn't see things my way and was really stubborn. I asked her out w/ flowers at her doorstep to take me back and was goin to again w/ a nice dinner/desert and watch 1st movie we saw together but she found someone else. I remember we held hands at disney world and kissed on my birthday then again on her birthday..I feel like ted mosby and tired of waiting for the one but apparently she's coming here to me as fast as she can..... Read More »