30 July 2010, 3:49 am
ok i tried to ask this question b4 but no1 answered it so i copied and pasted it and added these few words and i forgot my yahoo e-mail typical in me but lets carry on with the question ok im 14 and this girl is 14 i really really like her like if she said no i would never get over her simple as that and then i would join the army. i would like to join the army but if i had a wife and family i wouldnt, everyday i think about all the little things that mean a lot to me i see people kissing and stuff together and it does nothing but tear me apart knowing that if this girl does say no i wouldnt want to live on with life anymore so i would never experience that first kiss and well i asked her out about a month ago she never said anything she simply ignored it kinda, she knew i did it but didnt give me a answer i think i grabbed her attention by doing it, i did screw up saying it but i think its ok. one day when i was on the way back to school a few days after i asked her i saw her with her friend then she saw me and all i heard was them laugh coz i was too embarrassed to turn around and look at them and then same day she told her friend to shout something at me i couldnt make it out but i knew it was something i mentioned while asking her out, now everyday when im at school i have a little look at her and sometimes depending on how much out in the open i am on the yard thing she stares at me ive read a few things saying if a girl likes you she will look at you but my head is clouded with bad thoughts now and i couldnt help but to think shes waiting for me to do something stupid or something but i never do, we are only in one class together thats maths but we always walk past each other in the corridor things, school is over for the holidays now and i miss her loads shes the only thing on my mind im going on holiday soon but i dont wanna coz i wanna walk past her in the streets and stuff but the only thing keeping me going and not driving me nuts is facebook i mean wtf "facebook" is my cure? apparently to russle howard and the daily news or something it gives you cancer, but anyway the reason facebook keeps me going is coz shes on my friends list and i love to see whats on her wall and stuff she has this beautiful picture of her in one of those albums she has, thats it really but a few more things too say ive liked loads of other girls but this one she is different she has changed me completely i never gave a **** about my body b4 and i was slowly going over weight but since i first saw her ive been doing 200 sit ups and 100 push ups a day ive been running on this weird bike machine we have in the house for a few hours a day and ive been eating way more heathyer ive tried to make the most of what ive got which is basicly my body the end, coz my looks ha people say god made everyone in his own image right? well when it comes to me people must think god is blind and stupid coz he designed me way to wrong lol but still my looks havent put me down im not overly ugly well as far as i know im not i can see that i am ugly but i still see a attractive side to me which is a start for me. PLEASE PLEASE answer this question if you know a answer to it read it ALL and answer my question now " from all the info ive gave you people or person does she like me or not " simple right? why cant i fall in love at such a early age? i know people who have been going out together when they were 12 or something and are now 50 odd married together i will get my studies/education finished if i was with her now i would be studying my ass off so i can get a good job for HER i have told her i like her she knows i do i just wanna know if she likes me as i said in the description she asked her friend to shout stuff at me to get my attention and stuff and she stares at me on the school yard but im not sure if she does it so i do something stupid or not that what i wanna know thnx ppl and yeah i guess the way i tried to ask her out was the more adult way to do it coz most teenagers just go up to any random person and say "wanna go out" then she might say "yes" then the guy would say "ok lets f*ck then" thats it then the girl will feel horrible and never smile again and the guy is like wtf is wrong with her but i never said i was gunna kill myself i just said i was gunna join the army she means too much to me but anyway thnx for your answers im open to more but i think i have my answer... Read More »
Share on del.icio.us
Share on digg
Share on Technorati
Share on reddit
Share on Yahoo!
Share on Furl
